POETRY: Someday

Someday

As time goes by and the leaves fall

I watch quietly through it all

I am lost in my thoughts of you

What are we really down to?

My mind drifts as I recall the past,

So many memories in the time gone so fast.

My heart aches at the thought of your words

My mind has gone blank, gone to the birds.

You love me but you are not in love with me

A painful truth that has come to be.

The reality of it all has dawned upon my heart.

Was it meant to be like this from the start?

Even though we are together everyday

It feels as if you have gone away.

It hurts not to be able to touch

that part of you I yearn for so much.

I have lost you my love

to what, I turn to the One above.

This has been all my doing.

And now, to hell I will be going.

I wonder if I will ever be forgiven?

Will forgiveness bring you back to me then?

Will I ever regain that place I had?

I want to be with you so bad..

Maybe someday I can find a way

Treading on a path of thorns I wait for the day.

When will I be back in your arms my dear?

To be lost forever this is my fear.

I cry in silence

From all this pain there is no solace.

But I refuse to surrender

Even now that my heart is asunder.

Someday I will be given the chance

To be back in your heart perchance.

Until then I will do my best..

My dear, I leave to you the rest..