Early works... REJECTION

circa 1990~1991

REJECTION

There is nothing in me now..

Things that make me alive..

Feelings - that light my fire...

I don't find any reason

to stand up on my own;

to live life on and on...

I now lack the strength;

the power to fight back;

the courage to go onward...

None would even help me.

Not even to come near...

Or to aid me in my pain.

The only come for help

Only when they need me

Just for what I have

Such rejection I can't take.

Especially from you my darling.

Its so painful for me...

Such neverending sorrow

flowing from my burrow...

A hole in the wall...

Eversince we had to part,

I've lost everything firm.

All I am now is nothing.

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz...  Ahahahahahaha..  Another sad piece..  Its really hard to be down in the dumps..