Early Works.. DENIAL

DENIAL

I can't tell you anything.
You might think I'm lying.
My heart is pounding.
My mind is thinking.
I could only utter the words
in my brain of two worlds.
I couldn't say your name
Because I feel so much pain.

I heard from somebody;
that you deny me.
Maybe you were joking?
Not seriously thinking...
Is there something you want to say?
If you do, you may.

You don't want me to know.
Something here may grow.
Then you push me away.
Which leaves me astray.
Floating in space everywhere,
I feel angry as a bear.
Girl, why do you deny?
Such can make love die.
Maybe when you did that,
you heart was quite fat!

I curse you now.
That someday you will bow.
But still I love you so;
I will someday let you go.
Until forever,
My love...

Busted!  Ahahahahahahaha!  I can't really remember what happened but I'm sure I got busted!  Ahahahahahahaha!